Feral Heart

I don't mind mapped groups honestly. I have the knowledge of downloading maps but I always get the feeling that mapped roleplays will die off pretty quickly so I don't bother joining them. Some roleplays have very stunning maps and when those roleplays die it is sad to see such good maps go to waste. Fortunately some roleplay managers sometimes make their maps public if they don't host the roleplay anymore. Other than this, the only other time I've had trouble with mapped roleplays was when I joined one roleplay thinking it would be all fine and dandy but after I enter their map, it was lag central. I could barely move around. This was back when I didn't have a great PC so I lagged a lot on FH. Now I barely lag at all unless you mention The Grounds. The FPS still drops a ton with all of the people crowded up there.

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Honestly, cannibalism, as strange as it seems, happens in the real world, and if you joined an entirely realistic roleplay; the group leaders could set that up as a standard. Wolves for example, are commonly cannibalistic. They will not miss a chance for a meal, so that being said, every opportunity they have even if it means eating one of their own kind, they will take it. Reason for this is because they usually live in the most merciless wilderness in the world. They will eat sick or injured members of their pack, or eat any wolf that has already died. Even alphas of their own pack could become eaten by their pack members if their power over the pack dwindles.

Lions also eat one another. Same goes with bears. Same goes with hyenas. Practically many carnivorous or omnivorous animals will take the chance in eating their own kind if it means their chance of survival.

It's sad to say, Nature can leave a bittersweet taste. It's either beautiful or downright relentless.


However people who do this in roleplay; you'll never know whats in their head. They could have a sick fetish or they just want to be realistic or want a good plot to keep their roleplay going. You'll never know.

I believe I can relate to you on part of this. I've played this game for about... maybe... 6 years? When I checked my old account registration date it was back in 2011, and I can agree with you the community here is... Well it almost gives a 'fake Welcome.' I can't say that I entirely hate the community because I've made some very good friends on here... But they saw the same thing that I did and they left the game because of it - But I stayed because I just couldn't leave, really. I did take a break from the game for about a half a year and then finally decided to change my username and come back - but the reason for that was because a lot of people I did befriend... Didn't turn out to be good friends at all. They back-stabbed me and emotionally abused me. Heck even manipulated my thoughts. So now I have so much trouble being outgoing with people on here because I'm always afraid of the same things happening over and over to me; I don't want history to repeat itself, I just want loyal, caring friends. I also have bad social anxiety so I get attacks very, very quickly. I always assume somebody is thinking bad about me or is going to judge me in some way. Due to having that happen, I've turned practically into an introvert and only spoken when I felt a true need to. The people that did befriend me were people that actually were kind enough to approach me and listen to my issues and actually give me advice... Some others just were plain aggressive towards me and would not believe me if I tried to apologize for anything I did to them in the past. I'm a lot smarter now and I know my rights from wrongs, but at the same time I feel like people are staring at me with negative thoughts in their heads. It's hard for me to trust people, and sometimes I tend to take a lot of what people say harder than someone normally would. I'd break down and log off. I don't know... I've been called weak for being cursed with anxiety but heck, what can I do about it? It's just there, eating at me. It's hard for me to act like a normal person.

So, yeah, this is my share on this... Even though my experience probably is different.

I'll be sticking to the map ideas as I've always dreamed of Feral Heart having as much maps as the old Impressive Title did.

The two maps besides Fluorite Plains, South Pole, and Bonfire Island that I'd love to have back are Atlantis and Last Cave.

Now I understand Last Cave was very vacant and had no meshes added what-so-ever, and crashed a lot of people for some unknown reason, but I'd love to have that map brought back and at least revamped to give a more spooky feeling. I've always liked cave maps and as for Last Cave, I always liked to chill there when I felt like I needed to be alone for a while.

For Atlantis, I liked that there was a lot of structure's under the water but at the same time I kind of wished there were structures above the water too, or, at least several ancient weathered down bridges here and there.

Honestly Feral Heart, as far as maps go, has so much more potential than we think even if we don't have the source code. I liked the ideas of the seasonal changes to the game. If we also add some better map and foliage textures and scrap the old ones, Feral Heart would look beautiful and all that nostalgia will bring in both new and old members again.

I've missed the awesome times on the game and I'm hoping for that to come back again. <3