Well, here we go. Right off the bat, I know I'm going to get emotional ;-;. But, let's do this. My final, overdue apology.
Let's start with when I joined Feralheart. I was about 10. Just a little small baby, and let me tell you, I was ANNOYING! Haha. I was so new to the internet and roleplaying, I had no idea what I was doing. I was so bad at roleplaying, I never listened to anyone, I couldn't spell at all, I made bright neon colored OCs, but hey, I got better! Soon, I became better at roleplaying, better at listening, and I no longer made those scary neon colored OCs! Yaaaay! (We all have those dark ages...)
I soon made a clan called Forestclan. It had over 500 members, and I loved it. I loved everyone there, I loved the roleplaying, the story, my friends. Everything. Of course, we all had our ups and downs, we got into fights, but hey, not everything is perfect. I was about 12 at the time, but then something happened to my account (I wont go into details) and I stopped. I couldn't talk to my friends, and when I came back, everyone was... gone. I was close to 13 at the time, but still 12. I was devastated. But, I remade the group, and everything was a little better! But, when I turned 13, I was gone. I stopped playing for a couple of months. When I came back, all my friends were gone, so I just stopped playing for a year.
I just wanted to come back to check on things, and write this. I know, my story wasn't as interesting, but a lot happened, and the memories, although cringy at times, they are so special to me.
But, I guess I'm also trying to say.... I am sorry. I screwed up a lot. I was a jerk at times. I did stupid things, I have made mistakes. I know I upsetted a lot of people, and just, I am sorry.
So, here I am, a small 14 year old, and I will let you all know, I am doing great! I'm trying my best in school, I'm working to get a career in art and animation, and although I am stressed a lot, I am doing good! It is hard to say goodbye, though...
Will i ever be active again? Probably never. Once in a while I might check to see how things are holding up, but I'm so busy, I don't have the time, and truth is, I'm not really interested in playing this game anymore. Maybe I will come back, but like I said, I am super busy, and for me personally, it is kinda awkward, since about 90% of my friends are gone, so I would be kinda lonely, ahaha...
So, although this really wasn't interesting, I just want to say; im sorry, and goodbye. Like I said, I may come back, but we'll see what happens
and I know my friends probably wont see this because they aren't on here anymore, but if some do, I want to say hi, and thank you for these wonderful memories. Any last words? Never give up. I believe in you. Follow your dreams. Be kind to others. Ahaha, I know it sounds cheesy, but I wan't this world to be a positive place.
My deviantart is AChubbyPuppy, and if anyone wan'ts to contact me and talk to me, my skype is wildstarofforestclan
Bye.
- Eevee1
