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Leaving / i'm sorry

« on: March 24, 2017, 08:37:04 am »

hey
i'm just gonna be taking a sort of long hiatus
i've been dealing with a lot of anxiety and depression
now i'm not diagnosed with these- not the anxiety- i have seasonal depression you see but that's besides the point
but i've had a lot of mental breakdowns and anxiety because of my PTSD as of late
now i'm not going into the nitty gritty details on what specifics the PTSD is causing but

yeah i'm just gonna take a blow off and get back on my feet maybe who knows

i'm sorry if i've brought some negativity by saying this but i had to get blunt

i'll pop in-game every now and again, probably chilling and not going to reply to anyone
it's a grounding thing for me kinda

but yeah anyway, see you guys soon
don't meme without me

Ask Me / interrogate the chew

« on: March 11, 2017, 07:33:52 pm »

hi hello
i'm ready for my interview

i'll be doing this sort of differently??
instead of a simple reply, i'll be drawing my reply to your questions
so please no more than 5 at a time ;; <3

anyway it's off to limbo we go!

Art Gallery / goodbye dominant hand (requests closed)

« on: February 04, 2017, 10:39:08 pm »

i was in debates on whether i should have this as a seperate thread or not, but then the other thread will become too crowded with art scattered everywhere and so here we are
i decided quite out of the blue really to open requests (could it be out of boredom? most likely /shakes fist at storms)

the requests are going to be reference sheets of your characters for now, simple and easy for me to do. perhaps i'll do more open requests soon when i'm less busy ~~and not procrastinating~~

here are some examples:

i'm not sure i'll be able to get to everyone's but i'll try

NOTE: i will not be doing human/anthro reference sheets at this time, sorry!

if your request has been accepted, please acknowledge that it'll take me a few days, a week at max to complete the request, so be patient!
to request a reference sheet please fill out this form:

name:
gender:
species:
drawing/screenshot of character:
extra items or appearance(optional):
preferred background(optional):

finished requests:

edit: sorry for disappearing so suddenly, i'm having family issues and won't be able to do any requests for a bit ; ; sorry!

Member Bio & Journals / actual cannibal thank god for beef

« on: January 31, 2017, 10:45:04 pm »

i've been gone between September-middle January so i thought i'd refresh this because well, i've developed from a beaten up trashcan to a bedazzled diamond trashcan since the last introduction! ~~i'm sorry~~

I'm Aubrey, but please called me Blade/Audr.
I'm a born and bred Australian with Danish and Welsh blood inheritance, and I'm in my last year of high school.
My birthday is August 3rd, under the Leo/Dragon Zodiac sign.
I identify as Genderfluid (they/them pronouns) and I'm bisexual/demiromantic, and I'm currently in a relationship of 2 years (1st of October).
I'm an introvert extrovert - I'm fine with socialising but I need my alone time mostly, so forgive me if I disappear off the face of the earth for who knows how long I'm not the best at maintaining a social status amongst peers. ; ;
I'm a Wicca - particularly a Witch - in training, and fall under the guise of a Green Witch: practices a traditional form of witchcraft in which the earth, trees, herbs, plants and flowers are consulted for their medicinal and magical value.
I don't think of it as a talent or anything - more like something I just like to play, but I can play acoustic guitar, transverse flute and grand pipe organ.
I plan on becoming a photographer or graphic designer as my career, and I'm currently studying in Certificate II in Tourism with art on the side as a hobby.
Did I forget to mention that life is out to beat me down because like, whoo boy the amount of trouble I get into out of the blue is horrific.

LIKES

Enterainment Genre

Horror
Thriller
Mystery
Crime
Fantasy
Apocalyptic
Slice of Life

Music

60's-2000's
Metal
Folk
Post Rock
Electro Swing
Dark/Cabaret
Punk
Viking
Celtic
Alternative
Indie
Traditional

Literature

J.R.R. Tolkien
Dean Crawford
Lauren Kate
Kathy Reichs
Kate Quinn
Megan Jacobson
Nick Shadow

Nature

Bat Orchid
Spider Lily
Nightshade
Ylang Ylang
Aloe Vera
Echeveria Lola
Echeveria Glauca
Senecio Serpens
Sempervivum

Miscellaneous

Documentaries
Mythology
Anthropology
Astrology
Aromatherapy
Gore
Dragons
Snakes
Skulls
Gems
Scented Candles
Tarnished Books
Coffee
Twilight/Night
Autumn
Rain
Vanilla
Bats
Dreamcatchers

DISLIKES

Enterainment Genre

Romance
Action

Music

Rap
Pop
Dubstep

Nature

Daisy
Sunflower
Wait-A-While Vine
Weeds

Miscellaneous

Summer
Heat
Honeysuckle
Tea
Ants
Crown of Thorns Starfish
Politics
'Fake'phobias (homophobia, transphobia, etc)

Looking for me in-game?
Find me on my mascot character - Audr!

Art Gallery / yeah we're doing this again

« on: January 13, 2017, 04:34:27 pm »

~~i need to stop letting my threads die, dear lord i don't even know where the old one is~~
anywho, i'm just going to dump all these here, so i'll update the list as they come available

note! currently not taking requests https://feral-heart.com/smf/index.php?topic=59987.0

edit: i should also note that i use Paint Tool Sai with the computer mouse, yes you heard me i don't have a tablet ~~i'm broke sob~~

Ardul and Cosmo
t'was a surprise gift, personally i think Cos deserves praise for being such a kind, amazing and talented person <3

TrustNoOne's Kodiak from the Chandance Pack
~~subtly hinting people should join~~

bust drawing of Ardul

she's my character within the Creatures of Yugure RP, and i definitely recommend you join along!
Creatures of Yugure is made by Enoki

and now some drawings of my mascot for this game; Audr

/screams/ i need to stop letting things die smh

i have a few things to show today

gore warning

update: 6/03/2017 a few things i forgot beforehand and some new pixels

two lucky people got themselves some pixels c;

drawing of my only feline character Keshi and 2 completed commissions over on my dA <3

gore warning

Art Gallery / chewgags does a stream [OFFLINE]

« on: January 13, 2017, 09:52:06 am »

doing some drawing in MS Paint for the first time in years

rules apply:
- swearing is allowed, keep it minimum
- no promoting negative topics
- don't nag me to draw you something, if i say yes, i say yes. but if i say no, then don't persist
- send me song requests! i know my music choices aren't always something someone would enjoy so if you want me to play a song, then feel free to ask and i'll add it to queue (literally any song is fine so as long as i can access it on youtube)

join the stream!

Screenshots / screenshot dump

« on: January 12, 2017, 06:02:16 pm »

i can't remember if i made a topic already and if i did, it's probably too old to reclaim by now

Creatures of Yugure
Private Map

Me (left) and the wife (right) <3

Kosame Saiu
Download Map

Rovaniik
Download Map

Qro Swamp
Download Map

Volf Woods
Download Map

Leaving / Temporarily gone

« on: June 28, 2016, 06:30:12 pm »

I'm not leaving forever, however I don't know when I'll be back. I'll be keeping this short and blunt: I've had to go 4 funerals in the past 2 weeks and the grief is starting to topple over on me. I need some time away to sort out myself and get back on my feet, or I might lash out and hurt someone. And that's the last thing I want to be doing on here. So I'll be taking a break from the forums and the game, sorry for any inconvenience that may occur. Stay safe and play friendly, everyone. Until my return! <3

edit: I am back, missed FH too much

Game Suggestions & Ideas / So.... Cherika

« on: June 27, 2016, 01:37:51 am »

Dunno if this topic is allowed but.... has anyone noticed a certain out of place item in Cherika Valley? A..... bowl of soup, by the looks of it? I'm not going to say exactly where it is in Cherika Valley (let people discover it for themselves) however I'm curious as what the purpose it is for being there. x'D It's the most out of place thing I've seen in that map.

edit: found a trap pit. :I Really sneaky of you, moderators. REAL SNEAKY.

Game Discussion / Thoughts on Activity?

« on: June 25, 2016, 02:58:35 pm »

I'm not sure if someone has already made a topic of this or if it's still active, so I thought I'll make a discussion about this.

What are you thoughts on RPs that require being active?

For me I have mixed feelings about, this like having an active RP is something a lot of people hope to have, but at the same time it's difficult staying active unless you live a non-routine, boring life.

Like for example, I'm studying graphic design that requires 6 hours of my time, and then I have a job on top of that with a 5-day work schedule every week. The only time I'll ever be able to get online is at night time GMT+10:00 and by then everyone is either at work, school or asleep. This makes it hard for me to be an active member in any RP and disheartens me that when I DO come online I've been kicked from a group or 2 because of my busy schedule. I love RPing, but I can't RP when I have no groups to start off any of my posts.

What do you guys think?