Hi, TheGhostlyGoat here. I've decided I'm going to leave Feralheart.
I've been here for years, but it's just not the same anymore. No, I'm not talking about the updates, I've adapted to those changes. The community just isn't the same. I used to be carefree and felt completely at home here, but now I just feel like a complete outsider and can't fit in no matter how hard I try. I don't know, I just feel like I don't... have a spot in this community, I guess? I just feel annoying or unwanted compared to other people, I suppose. There's a lot of things that really bother me about the community, especially here on the forum, and I'm honestly just not wanting to deal with them anymore. I had fun here when I was younger, I'll never forget the memories I had and the people I met, but now I just don't feel the same. It's hard for me to make new friends and talk to other people, though that's because of personal reasons, but I need time to deal with those issues as well. Maybe I've just grown out of this game/community, I don't know. Perhaps this sounds overdramatic or unreasonable, but it's just how I feel.
I just don't think it's good for me to stay here, I don't feel like I contribute anything anyways, so I guess it's just time for me to pack my bags and leave. I'll probably still pop in once in awhile as well and continue making maps and such, but otherwise I'll probably be inactive for a while from the game and forum. If you want to talk/see what I'm doing, I'll still be active on my Deviantart (the link is on my profile). I'm open to chat there. I might possibly PM my Skype if anyone really wants it, though idk.
Hopefully this didn't seem like I was fishing for attention or anything. I just feel distant from the community, and nothing I do will make me feel at home. Please just respect my reasons for leaving. I'll return someday, but I don't know when. For now, this is goodbye.
EDIT: Forgot to add this earlier, but I returned about a week ago. Man, Feralheart can't keep me away for long lmao. If staff see this feel free to lock