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Leaving / It's been fun.
« on: October 15, 2013, 04:56:44 pm »
It's been fun while I've been on the internet, but recently I've been having really bad troubles, both online and outside the internet. It's really difficult for me to write this, but I hope any friends on FeralHeart will understand why I'll no longer be here.
I don't really care about life anymore, I know it's a stupid place to put this and such, but many of my friends won't be online untill later, so at least they'll find this instead of me having to spend an hour sending this message to all my friends, it'll be cutting into my time since mom is only gone for about half an hour.
Really my life has turned to [Content removed. Do not swear please] since last year when my friend died, and worse and worse things have been happening to me, I see things that aren't even there anymore and I can't take it. My cousin was also killed a few weeks back due to drugs, and my mom only screams at me now, I don't even know where my dad is.
So I hope that if any of my friends see this, I'm sorry for not being there, I'm sorry for not being a good enough friend to you. Moonishere, Kyrakh, and many others. This will be the last time you guys will see me, I'm cutting off ties from everything altogether, and life isn't really worth it to me anyway. I've been through enough these past 2 years, and having no real life friends really does have an effect on you in the long run. I've been considering doing this thing for a long time now, now I decide to act on it. Thank you FeralHeart for having so many friends while I was here. You won't find me anywhere, youtube nor DA. And I hope my parents see this, maybe my dad when he comes back.
Mods feel free to lock this or whatever. I don't really care anymore.
Signing off Forever.
Lugai/Ella
I don't really care about life anymore, I know it's a stupid place to put this and such, but many of my friends won't be online untill later, so at least they'll find this instead of me having to spend an hour sending this message to all my friends, it'll be cutting into my time since mom is only gone for about half an hour.
Really my life has turned to [Content removed. Do not swear please] since last year when my friend died, and worse and worse things have been happening to me, I see things that aren't even there anymore and I can't take it. My cousin was also killed a few weeks back due to drugs, and my mom only screams at me now, I don't even know where my dad is.
So I hope that if any of my friends see this, I'm sorry for not being there, I'm sorry for not being a good enough friend to you. Moonishere, Kyrakh, and many others. This will be the last time you guys will see me, I'm cutting off ties from everything altogether, and life isn't really worth it to me anyway. I've been through enough these past 2 years, and having no real life friends really does have an effect on you in the long run. I've been considering doing this thing for a long time now, now I decide to act on it. Thank you FeralHeart for having so many friends while I was here. You won't find me anywhere, youtube nor DA. And I hope my parents see this, maybe my dad when he comes back.
Mods feel free to lock this or whatever. I don't really care anymore.
Signing off Forever.
Lugai/Ella
