Hello, everyone. I bet you're wondering why I'm posting here. I'm just done, done with all the drama between my friends and myself, done with the stressing of roleplaying, all my friends leaving. I may soon be joining that long list of people that left, including well-known members. Ha..
There are just too many things that have dissapointed me in this game, like the fact some friends never come on, no one shares my obsessions and I have no one that knows what I'm talking about. This is still in process, but I'm adding a list of all my friends that left. I'm not sure if this will be permanent or just a break, but, thanks for all the wonderful times here. I'll still be on the forum, just not as much in-game. Many, many of my good friends have left and aren't active, and I rarely get to see them. I'm not going to be as active as I was in-game, y'know. You may see me pop on Ellie, my character representing an obsession that now longs for someone to roleplay with, or my fursona, Re, from time to time.
I'm in deep love with roleplaying, it's just that no one seems to WANT to roleplay and stay active with me. Plus, I doubt anyone else here has a strong love of the shipping of Riley x Ellie except a good friend of mine that doesn't want to roleplay that anymore, although I completely understand. That user isn't active much, she left a while ago but never put up a leaving sign. In my opinion, Feralheart has changed in so many ways.. The community has changed vaguely- as I remember when I first joined everyone was having a great time and I had many friends. As time passed on to here, I've been in this lovely site and game for awhile and have seen people disappear and disappear. Many of my friends, too. I remember general (Please, guys, don't regard this entire leaving as about this) and I used to get up early to chat with friends on there. I used to join roleplays like crazy- Ha! I remember when I freaked about getting a new karma point, now called floofs. Keep in mind that this is still in my head so I may hop on everyday, but, I won't be as talkative and as cheerful as I used to be. I really need to focus on things like grades, relationships, and settling drama between my friends other than feuding about on Feralheart. There is so much drama going on, about the return of Kovu, admins leaving, Feralheart+, and, after 5+ months, people are still going on about how they want General. Yeah, I get it that people move on and change it up a bit, but I haven't seen a girl that used to be my BEST friend in over two years. I was in a good roleplay a few days ago with just one friend RPing with me, and I was happy. I completely understand that the user didn't want to RP that anymore, but my God, it hurt more than I expected. My school life is down, there's drama around every corner. I'm getting bullied online and in school.
To sum it up:
There is just way too much drama around here. The FH I once knew is gone berserk and doesn't seem to want to stop. I haven't made up my mind whether I'm leaving yet, but this is merely a warning to all of you that I'm in a very bad mood and am VERY close to quitting.
I'm sorry for being harsh, guys. And thanks for all the wonderful memories. I'll be updating this thread in maybe a few days once I've made my mind up.
