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« on: July 17, 2013, 09:28:50 pm »
Everybody can love and talk nice,right?But in a moment everything has changed for me.I've been falled in love in this game,with a boy.I did not knew him very well,so he started talking to me nice,also flirting and loved me.Once a day,he gived his skype,and I started to like him more,we started to talk more and more,even we didn't knew if it's night or day.The hours passed quickly,and we still talked too much.Also we argued,we fighted we each other,just to see who's right and not a FAKE.He started to bully me,to offend me,to call me a .....and it hurted me too much.I've been started too cut myself,and I know it's not even NORMAL to cut yourself,but I loved him too much,and everytime I just cried.
Later,I registered into a new account,so I was kinda..spying him.I entered in his map,and I was hearing that she loved another girl,and he said there to his friends that "Alex is a stupid girl,she does NOT KNOW with who's talking.I was kinda scared,because I was thinking that he is a person stealer,he will find me one day,and he will take me away from home.When I logged on my normal account,he started to fight with me again,later,he just apologized to me.He was sending me random pics of random guys,preteding that he is that guy,and once a day,I founded those pics on google,and I was totally shocked.I released that I've been falled in love with a fake.
I didn't joined on the game for like 3 months.I stayed all night,all day,thinking at himself,and just not doing anything else..like learing for school,doing homeworks and stuff like that..and I did it!I played the game,and I started to search him,because it seemed like,he was not entered into the game too,all those 3 months.I was on the MSN one day,and I was on the invisible,he sended me messages like "Why don't you play the game anymore?" "Where are you,I miss you!" and etc.
I played the game,without him,and I stayed here,and I was like the most stupid player ever.I started to make chars like "WannaKillMyself " or "Died" ....A week passed,I entered on skype,and I saw a hundred of MESSAGES.He started to talk about himself,that he is a kiddo,he don't know what means friendship,he wanted to be an another guy because he thinks he's ugly.He also said,if I am not sending him a message back,he will kill himself.I was like "What".Yea,but I was in the same sittuation.
I remember that last Christmas,he stalked me too much,and he started to send me pics of the real "him".He started to suffer that,I don't talk to him,so he choosed a friend to tell me that "He loves me".I was so darn confused,and he explained me why he loves me that so much.I understanded him,and I said him too that I love him.I did not sleeped all the night,because tomorrow was the day when I'll finally say if I do wanna be with him,or not.And then,it was really difficult..I said that I do not want to be with him,we have nothing in common..and he started to suffer again.I was felled right,because he maked me suffer too.
So,this is my game in 8 months...I started to like this game,but the conflicts was getting more bad.Now,I am a good friend with that guy,we also met each other in real-life,because he also lives in the same city which I also live .My life is getting worse,because I lost all my FH true FRIENDS,they called me fake and....many other things.Yea,I will never play another virtual game anymore,I'll stay playing FH,but I am afraid to love again.I wanna meet someone else..nope,not anymore!I've got my own 2 friends,which are still supporting me,and still loving me,the way I am.Thanks Guys for making time for reading this...I wanted your opinions,about fake people and fake friendship.
WE ALSO GOT SOME FEELINGS,NO?!IF WE DON'T EVEN KNOW EACHOTHER,THEN IT DOESN'T MEAN TO BE OFFENDED,JUST BECAUSE SOME OF THE USERS WANTS TO BE "BOSSY".
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