Feral Heart

I probably won't go to the forums here that often anymore, I feel like i made someone dislike me because of what i changed my username, my profile into, and basically a lot of stuff
I will still be in game, participate in the events (If i dont miss itt)
I probs will come back to the forums after a while..
EDIT: Ok actually no lock this ples I'm coming back

I need a head flower mesh. Not the flower that goes behind the character's ear but like a literal flower on my head.
Black leaves and stem, white petals

warning: bright

It's a screenshot but with the claws edited bc im too lazy to get claw mod.

Again this is from the lion king XD

To be honest I don't know why but. Why me? Why do they have to be okay with everyone in summer camp and they would yell at me and never let me talk to them. I don't understand what I did wrong for being myself? Wherever I go everyone keeps glaring at me,  If I try to talk the kids would usually shush me or try to get me to go away. This happened in school, summer camp, and also other places, I just want to fit in. I'm fed up with this and it's obviously my personality, But I can't enjoy myself when I want to be funny and be weird, So they are saying I can't be myself? They keep thinking they are safe by using their friends and siblings as defenses. In school why are the girls keep leaving me out? A girl said straight to me  "Stop being annoying."
Why am I the target? Why me?
I read the rules and I'm not sure if its okay to rant like this but I said nobody's name and nothing personal.
I don't want this to be taken farther.
How do I stop them from doing this? It's wrong to treat someone badly and like everyone else. Because I can't find any other things except "ignore them" because the ignoring doesn't work and the effect is still there