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Game Discussion / Re: Who Have You Let Go?
« on: June 16, 2014, 06:02:36 pm »
Well...I guess mine isn't as tragic as others, cause this isn't a death..But I know they won't come back, ever or in a really long time..
I met a girl over FH, we enjoyed chatting daily, yet we were just normal friends, nothing really 'amazing' just friends, not besties. We one day were alone together in an rp, and we began to make a plot to kill a character in this rp, because of something she did. We had loads of fun. Then...It was my dumb idea for us to annoy people on FH, and I got her banned...(this WAS two years ago, and I've realised my mistakes, I was quite a noob back then) and then we could only communicate by using another chatting website. We became so close, sharing random and funny pictures, we shared pictures of eachother and I shared my art with her, we spoke 24 7. We even knew where we both lived, cities too...But we were so far from eachother. We made plans to meet up when we got older. One day, she had so many issues and lied, telling me she'd be gone for a year. So...There it started. I became SO upset, life had its ups and downs, I cried every day and I met some people who I got close to, but they left me or were too busy. It was too much for me to take, I was lonely and nobody knew me. Then, she came back. I was so happy, we were close, everything was bright and nice, my days were easier. But then I made a BIG mistake. We were both having a bad day, and I got angry when she left me for no reason..So I messaged her something I deeply regret. She sent me something, and in the end it said; I'll always remember you, even if you don't. And that was that. This was only two weeks ago, but feels like 2 years. I've looked for her everywhere, she promised me she wouldn't miss my birthday again, because she did. And worse, she actually had access to the internet at all times.. I hate knowing I'll spend my birthday upset. I've looked for people whop can distract me, but it's no use, because I'll never have another friend like her in my life.
I met a girl over FH, we enjoyed chatting daily, yet we were just normal friends, nothing really 'amazing' just friends, not besties. We one day were alone together in an rp, and we began to make a plot to kill a character in this rp, because of something she did. We had loads of fun. Then...It was my dumb idea for us to annoy people on FH, and I got her banned...(this WAS two years ago, and I've realised my mistakes, I was quite a noob back then) and then we could only communicate by using another chatting website. We became so close, sharing random and funny pictures, we shared pictures of eachother and I shared my art with her, we spoke 24 7. We even knew where we both lived, cities too...But we were so far from eachother. We made plans to meet up when we got older. One day, she had so many issues and lied, telling me she'd be gone for a year. So...There it started. I became SO upset, life had its ups and downs, I cried every day and I met some people who I got close to, but they left me or were too busy. It was too much for me to take, I was lonely and nobody knew me. Then, she came back. I was so happy, we were close, everything was bright and nice, my days were easier. But then I made a BIG mistake. We were both having a bad day, and I got angry when she left me for no reason..So I messaged her something I deeply regret. She sent me something, and in the end it said; I'll always remember you, even if you don't. And that was that. This was only two weeks ago, but feels like 2 years. I've looked for her everywhere, she promised me she wouldn't miss my birthday again, because she did. And worse, she actually had access to the internet at all times.. I hate knowing I'll spend my birthday upset. I've looked for people whop can distract me, but it's no use, because I'll never have another friend like her in my life.