Feral Heart

Well, thanks everyone for your input. Maybe I'll go tryout some of the games that you've suggested to me. I think I've overwhelmed myself in trying to play the game even when I don't feel like it and making me hate dislike the game more. 

Accidentally posted this in the wrong board because I'm a silly floof.
I've been a long time Feral Heart/Impressive Title player. I've recently made this new account after about a 6 month hiatus thinking that maybe a fresh start back into the community will help me but it hasn't. There is nothing interesting about the game any more for me. Feral Heart has basically consumed my social life at home for the past few years and I want to keep playing but every time I login and join a pride I just want to stop. People will try and start something with me but all I can do is panic and disconnect and blame it on a connection error later.

I hate myself for doing this. I've tried so many things to get me into the mood to role play like mood music but they don't seem to do anything.

Any advice?