Feral Heart

i can't sigh anymore i'm losing breath
as i stated in one of my posts in the whole ordeal, raz is eventually going to stay alone. and humans don't do alone. this is literal suffering.

it's heartbreaking - is it not? to see all these people who worked so hard, gave their blood, sweat and tears for the game they loved, the people, the community they loved, and now they have to leave, for one rash decision? it's just absurd but the rash decision has gone too far. if anyone's going to ask me, everyone should leave. if we're going to be here to be ruled by one toxic person then nobody deserves the said fate.

i was literally on a verge of tears reading all the posts from not only staff but members as well and i can't say i've spoken to many people or any of the staff but nynx but come on, for god's sake, raz, pull yourself together. look at what you're doing. if this is what you wanted, leaving fh without moderation, here you go. you shooed them away. tried kicking them with a literal boot but they were sick of your games and left instead. with respect and freaking dignity.

i can't w/ this anymore.

it's very heartbreaking to see the actual people who cared for the game leave, and from the bottom of my heart, and behalf of my entire group, chavapa, we love you, shally, bawfle, nynx, sura, morgra, kynvuu, ressy n kiki. you're loved.

*inhale*
ok.
*rubs hands*
aaaaaaaaaaalright.

what the hell.
is. on your mind right now?

going behind staff's back, is 1) disrespectful, 2) rash, 3) absolutely childlike. speaking of us needing supervision (which we do), but, do you? because this is just not a really good idea my friend.
if you're looking to destroy a community at least do it right.

then im not even going to speak of how simply not ok the "new banning system" is because uh - everything mentioned above. and you know what i wanted to not post because everything was being said, but you know what? i need to post to make another post worth your time of reading. listen to the freaking community if your desire is to improve and not kill the community - the home to many - off.

aight *sigh*

so let me just say this is very irrational because you should know we're all freaking kids that have enemies just like any other human being and most of us posting here are in fear of being blocked/banned because 1) we probably have enemies 2) we love the game and we have friends and people we consider family here so if you want to take that away from us,, kudos. just. kudos to you.

let me start setting your yard on fire seein how you like that.

nnnext thing
have you not noticed the player fall
well
this is going to bring it to 0
just
watch.
if that's your intention-


mission successful.

but thennnnnnnnn, do you see the salt and anger everyone's coming here with? i mean, yeah, constructive criticism and 'pleases' but come on
seriously?

its not april 1st you're too early

i can't tell anymore whether your goal was to start a plague and ruin the game by letting people murder each other with fierce or just actually thought this was a good idea

if it was the ladder i actually hope you look at the community
if the former
honey just let someone else take over who actually wants to work with the community and make it a better place, aight?

*inhale*

thank you.

Right so
I'm lost inside my mind and I can't word so I hope screenshots will do,,
What happens;
I log in properly with the log in page and all that jazz, game logs me on but
- I have no friends, offline nor online
- I do not lead my groups but one of the members instead
- I see nobody online
- I do not have my bio
Yet,
- Everybody can see me, see what I type, my bio, and sees me as the leader of my groups

I tried literally everything
- Reinstalling FH
- Restarting my PC
- Quitting the game and logging back in
- Logging out and back in

One thing that works, kind of, is going to another map and coming back.
That leaves me with;
- Still not leading my own groups
- I can see players, players can see me. Their names in group chat do not exist, and I can't see "..has went offline/online/left the group" etc)
- I can see players type
- Still got no bio

and uh
idk if I forgot to mention anything else.
thankyouforreading
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