Feral Heart

Ok. So i deleted Feral Heart. After awhile and i have time to cool down on the subject i will consider getting it back. This game was my childhood, and its upsetting this may neve return to my memories, (Thanks to Short Term Memory Loss,) And plus my grandmas Yorkie just died, so we are going through some hard times right now.

  Okay, so I played Feral Heart in the past, and people were jerks to me so I left. Now i'm starting off fresh, and much more mature and aged. When I launched the game for the first time in YEARS, (Of course after updating...) with my password and username fresh as laundry detergent, I tried connecting to the server, (at least 30 times in total) X-ed out of the game and retried, refreshed the 'PLAY GAME' tab at least 50 times, and nothing works! I have tried everything, (okay that's exaggerating a bit...) and I also have very good internet so none of this makes since to me. Like most others said, "I would really enjoy giving this game another chance, but so far things are looking down..." please resolve this issue for me, I do not know what to do. I have only successfully logged on ONCE.