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Ask Me / Poke at me.. I don't bite :D
« on: January 16, 2019, 05:14:25 am »
Honestly not sure why I'm doing this.. But maybe it will make me a little more social? YAY┬┐

Lol but in all seriousness.. Since I've been a part of this awesomesauce community for so long (About 7 years give or take) and I don't think I've ever done one of these.. So here ya go.

Here's your chance to get to know me.. Whether you already know me but wanna know more or you're just curious as to who the heck is this white lion... thing xD

Introduction / Home is where the heart is + Apology
« on: December 28, 2018, 05:28:39 pm »
I was gonna post this later but I can be quite impatient sometimes haha. Plus the excitement of meeting all my old friends again in game and meeting those that still remember me (Well done cause you probably have a better memory than me xD most of the time)
I truly believe in that expression, hence why I would live to go back to Africa and live there, especially as I was born there. While Feral-Heart may be more of a Second Home, it still feels like a home to me that no matter how much time I spend away from it, I simply cannot seem to detach myself fully from this community as I have made many a good friend here.

Now I'm not too sure myself for how long I've really been away as some of you may have seen me popping back in once a year or so whenever a close friend asked me to join for a FH event like Halloween or something similar. But if I were to guess it's probably been about 3 years, more or less. not including the rare appearances. So in other words, it's been a while and so I apologize if I don't recognize some of you immediately.

But that's not the Apology I meant in the title. If all members of staff, that were part of the old staff and are still here, could please read this that would be much appreciated. Don't even need to reply.
Now I need to make sure this post is family friendly x'D.. Anywhale.. Now I know I've been quite a butt to a lot of you in the past.. Not only staff members but some of you in the community included. I've done a few things, while being staff and especially that one incident after being staff that got me my first and only ever ban, that I deeply regret. So to anybody I've hurt in the process, I think you know who you are; I am truly sorry and while I don't expect you to accept my apology immediately or hell, even ever. But I want you to know that I've changed as a person since then. So it's probably a good thing I took this long break of absence from FH.
Honestly, the more I think about those stupid things I've done, the more I regret doing them and acting the way I did. I was stupid and quite immature despite my age. I'm also very aware that I've probably lost the trust of a few very good people due to my actions. Good people I still care about although I may never openly admit it about whom I'm talking about. most of these people are now staff so I ask the community to please look out for the staff and help them whenever they may need it. I actually enjoyed my time as staff, alas while it was shortened due to my own stupidity, but it felt like a family within a family. While I wasn't around during the drama that happened recently, I still believe the staff of Feral Heart do an amazing job to keep this place going and even make it warm and cozy for everybody. A LOT has changed since I first joined around the end of 2011 or so, and the changes have so far, been only for the better of this community and game. So a round of applause for all the hard work they do and might I add: Voluntarily! Nobody forces them to do it and it doesn't add a cent into their bank accounts despite the many, sometimes odd, hours they spend. Sometimes being called upon duty in the middle of the night to sort out an urgent issue!

I used to always tell myself I would never let go of grudges against people with whom I've made enemies in the past. But with time I've found out that it's honestly not worth it as some of those  enemies made were sometimes due to my own actions. So unless it is somebody who has intentionally and personally set out to try and ruin me, I eventually forgive and forget as I've already done so in the near past. You may know who you are, if you still lurk in this community.. We may never know!
So with these words, I hope some of you can take my example and eventually forgive me for my actions towards you, be it directly or indirectly and/or breaking my trust with you. Just know that at the end of the day, I never mean to hurt anybody. If anything, this community has taught me to accept and be willing to be open minded with a lot of things. In the past, before I even knew what a FH is, I would think of gay people as disgusting.. Now a big part of my closest friends are gay/bi/lesbian/trans etc etc.. And I will forever love them just as they deserve to be and not any differently just because of their personal choices in life.

With all of this, I would just like to announce I am slowly making a come back to this community and game. Although I might not be able to spend as much time in game as I would like because of my job as a zookeeper meaning I have to wake up almost every morning at 5am to drive 45min in traffic to get to work. And all of this 6 times a week. But I will try and be there as much as I can manage. At least as soon as I can sort out why my game doesn't wanna connect to front server. I have made a seperate help post btw, before anybody thinks to reply on this thread about my issue alone.

Can't wait to see you all in game and maybe even keep making new friends! <3


Game Help / 'Failed to connect to front server'
« on: December 28, 2018, 02:49:27 pm »
I've tried all the relevant tips in the one post I found with standard errors, such as a different browser but nothing works. I even typed out the password in the login tab instead of using the password save function to cross-reference whether I remembered my password right and it is right. But no matter what I do, everytime I click on 'Log In' in the game it says it is connecting for a few seconds then gives me an error message with the topic-subject as the message.

I am quite keen to return to this wonderful community and game but right now I cannot.. I haven't been on in many months but it has always worked for me before. Had this problem since yesterday when I first tried getting on

I'd appreciate any further help I can get. Thanks in advance

Game Suggestions & Ideas / The Login Page --> Adverts/Risk of Virus
« on: December 16, 2017, 04:56:29 pm »
I know I haven't been active in like.. Forever but Even back then I almost got a virus that luckily my antivirus detected and took care of it.. Another reason why I only use Avast.
But anyway, I still have the issue everytime that when I click to login into that page you have to keep open while playing the game, it first takes me to a new tab with some completely irrelevant advert which we all know is spam to make you click on some dodgy link to download their croaking viruses and destroy your computer! It's really annoying and I don't know if I'm the only one suffering from this but I thought that maybe its about time it be taken care of as it's been like this for so long.

Thanks for taking your time to read this..


Leaving / Finally done
« on: September 29, 2015, 11:07:06 pm »
It's been a while since I've actually posted anything in this forum...
But back to the topic; I've decided that, after some careful thinking (A lot of it), I will end my reign in FeralHeart for good this time.

I know this will upset some of my friends. I know this may even make some people happy, but I'll keep that to myself and those who care to listen since I don't want to turn this into one of those posts.
The point is, I've grown a bit too old for this game and I actually sometimes feel more depressed when I'm on it than when I'm not. In short, nothing really holding me back here.

I've seen my fair share of dramas, lost my fair share of friends (A few (rare) good ones too!!) and of course made my fair share of friends through this community.

On that note, I would like to personally thank those of you who have actually stuck by me and been there for me.
I might as well thank those who have done the complete opposite, used me, abused me and possibly taught me that not everybody can be trusted, no matter how nice they seem from the start. It takes a while to get to know somebody well, takes longer than that to build a true friendship.

I may pop on once a year, lol. Other than that, I have my friends on Skype, you know who you are. I will try keep contact with everybody though no promises!


Leaving / Laptop's gonna be in ICU
« on: May 05, 2015, 08:55:45 am »
First of all, I would like to apologize to everybody here for my very irregular activity. I've been busy tryna sort out my life ever since having left the army behind me about a month ago. Still sorting out my life, actually x'D

Now about my laptop; The CPU fan has stopped working which means my laptop is at risk of overheating and possibly even blowing up (Not really), whenever I get on any game. I have been able to pop on every once in a while with the help of 2 external fans but they don't help too much.

I should have made this post last week but nothing was confirmed yet as they were supposed to have picked up my laptop on Sunday already. But I have finally spoken, just now, to the delivery people that work for HP and they have confirmed they are coming tomorrow afternoon to pick it up.
The repairs will take about a week and a half, but next week I'm gonna be visiting my sister in the UK. I'll be there for a week which means my laptop will be ready about the same time I return from the UK.

So I will only be able to come onto the forums since tomorrow until 2 weeks from now. But friends of mine may still reach me on Skype at almost all hours, even in the UK as I plan on taking a small mobile internet package so I can stay connected during my week there.

So, from tomorrow and until then.
Cya guys ~

Leaving / Just for now
« on: March 07, 2015, 09:34:14 pm »
Sorry I didn't post this earlier. I've just been so busy with organizing my studies for this year, organizing the rest of my life since I recently finished my military compulsory service and also been busy with learning the ropes as a Mod.

But starting tomorrow (Sunday), I will be doing between 1 and 2 months of extra military service. It pays a lot more and it gives me something to do for now. I originally planned on doing a year but things didn't go so well with that unfortunately, so I decided to start signing up for college this year already.

So what does this mean?
It means that for that period of 2 months (Max), I will be unavailable in-game between Sunday to Thursday afternoon. But that gives me more time to lurk the forums which I need to do. I will be reachable via PM for any issues/queries etc and through Skype as well for my friends on there.

Afterwards, I will keep you guys updated with college and all. Nothing set in stone yet.

Praise / Happy Birthday Starry
« on: January 11, 2015, 05:30:34 am »
Happy Birthday Starry/Scintelle!!
I wish you a wonderful day filled with nothing but happiness and spoils of course x'D

I know we barely know each other that much. But I have no regrets having known you and I only hope we can grow our friendship C:
I would normally do a gift sketch for the birthdays of my freinds, both new and old, but considering the circumstances that I just didn't have time to draw anything :( So I ordered a commish for you (as I sent you via Skype). I hope you like it. xD

Best wishes.

« on: January 01, 2015, 05:00:07 pm »

I want to wish this entire Feral community a Happy New Year!
What ever you may have toasted on last night, here's to a better year filled with nothing but happiness, success at all of life's challenges, great health and awesome memories to last a lifetime.

I am thankful for all of the friendships I have made in this very community and nobody could ever replace any of you C:
And although I may not talk about this game everywhere I go, I am still damn proud to be a part of this community and to have a 'second home' to go to whenever I need to just relax and forget about the real world for a bit. So thank you to all of you who help make this a home away from home.

Also thank you so much for those of you that have voted for me for MOTS Winter. <3 It means a lot to me, it really does <3.
I know it's just a shiny green name and a title that lasts a season, but it shows me how much the friendships I make on here isn't just a one-way affair. I am not friendly on here just for the title, it's my nature. I do not help people out just to get praised by them later on, it's what I like to do. Yes, it does after all, bring in a fuzzy feeling inside after you've helped somebody through whatever it may be, but it's not the (only) reason I do it. Again, it's my nature and personality.


Site/Forum Help / Unable to edit my signature
« on: January 01, 2015, 04:31:16 pm »
I have, since a while ago already, been unable to edit my signature and change my "I'm takin a break from FH" status to "-Arnold Schwarzenegger voice and accent- I'm back!". Every time, it gives me an error message telling me to report to a MOD if the error persists.

I have contacted Sura about it, she has tried to change it herself and got the same error. I have waited a bit, hoping it was just a bug that would fix itself in due time and last night I tried again after Whisper's suggestion of deleting browser history. Still the same error message.

So, help? xD

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