First off: I want to apologize for this action, in case it's prohibited to make this discussion.
Just before I created this topic post, I've read the Discussion board rules, twice.
Though I am still unsure if this is alright enough.
I have NOT included people's names, adresses, phone numbers, etc. however I chose to replace their names with the first letter of their first names, and * behind the first letters of the names. For example Ellen = E**** and Bob = B**. This way you guys can help me without really mentioning the names.
Hello guys, so something happened to me today, for the second time in my boardimg school time.
In the school, I sat on the couch along the hallway, having a chat with my good friend K*****. Suddenly he mentioned a party that S** - a close friend - is hosting the 3rd July. I saw on K*****'s phone that S** wrote it was possible to sleep over at her house. I asked her why I was not invited to that party, and she said I was going out for vacation that day. I thought she was right about that because it was in that week where me and my family would go on vacation. But later I found out that the 3rd july is before the day I would go on vacation, so I immediately messaged S** that I COULD actually attend her party. She replied back "But people who attend to the party have to sleep over from 3rd to 4th july, so you can't". I was thinking "but you said it was POSSIBLE to sleep over, not that people HAVE TO...", so I replied back friendly "You have to sleep over? Can't I just leave and go home when I need to?", then she said "Yes but, Ellen.. You're not invited. Sorry". At last I replied "Okay then".
I don't know hos I should understand it when she invites all my close friends from my school and then rejects me, not allowing me to come.
Is it that I should know they would have it eat better without me?
I am close to break down and maybe skip breakfast tomorrow from this. It may sound too much but I feel less worth than other people in school sometimes, bevauseI get reject for no real reasons, and no explanations.
The reason I'm posting this here is because I believe I can trust you guys. Most of the people here are smart, kind, and honest, unlike the ones at my school.
Tell me, what should I feel about this, what can I do about it? Should I change something?
Sorry for the long and complexed text. I hope you guys know what I mean about these things.