Hello there! You're not lonely now, dear. All of us change, and I agree, it is quite scary. But you should never give up on the things you love. I understand we go through tough and hard times but you're never alone. All of us are here for you and I'm surprised no one has commented on this yet. But I do hope life gets better for you, Meta. It's a new year and a new dawn. I encourage you to be who you are and know that there are many people out there who will help you, including myself. So, if you ever want to talk, just ask me, I don't bite, in fact, none of us do.