((You sound like a great person, even with these hard times you're going through D:
You also remind me of my little sister in some ways, like at times she can be all happy and cheerful and nice even, but then at others she suddenly freaks out and goes bonkers. I wonder now if she has the same thing you have or something similar...
I won't bore you all too much about myself, but I can give you some basics lol.
I love coffee, seriously, if I don't have my coffee I get very cranky XD
I'm often quite irl, like really quiet, I hardly ever talk even at times when others try having a conversation with me. At first I thought it was because I was just shy (which sometimes I am) but then I just realized it was because I was never much interested in what others talked about and even if I tried putting something in it's either completely ignored or turned into some dirty/immature joke, which only annoyed me. I only make up to two friends at most I hang around with because they'd be the only people who actually listen and include me in, and sometimes I meet others who are similar and then I can be more talkative and even be funny. But I can still be silent mostly because I'm thinking of other things and I've been told when I do talk I surprise people with what I have to say haha.
Like you Luna, books are like my drug. They're my life. I cannot imagine living without a book close at hand, and I enjoy reading nearly any type out there and will reread the same books over and over again if their good. A similar passion is writing, I like to write stories (short or long) and sometimes write my own poetry as well (if you look at the words just below my avi, you'll see a part of a recent poem I made ^.^). It's why I love RPing so much is because it's similar to writing a story with the help of others x3
As far as my life goes, you wouldn't exactly call it an easy one but neither do I think it was a horrible one (which some might say if I were tell the tale). I actually consider ourselves lucky people despite what we've went through, and this past year we had gone through a lot more than we had before. At that point I began to wonder and I'm still a bit fearful of the future, but things are getting patched up and just as you think so, Luna, I think things are going to become a lot brighter ^.^
As mentioned before, my family and I have been through a lot but we keep our chins up and just keep moving forward, because just sitting around feeling sorry for ourselves won't accomplish anything and we just have to get right back up again if we want to do something about it. Just as bad things have happened, though, great, amazing things come in that make it ten times better than it was before, and you know I think that these experiences are good for us because it makes us appreciate life more and what we have :3
In a way, I guess I made Karma in inspiration from all of this xD
During my younger years I was picked on a lot, and lost a lot of friends, and 5th grade was the WORSE year ever for me. But now almost feel grateful for those incidents because they have toughen me up significantly and I'm able to fend for myself. I'm no longer picked on because words no longer harm me, people don't bug me and in 6th grade this one girl attempted to bring me down but instead ended up making a fool of herself in front of everyone. Soon she gave up. I never get into fights, never been in one and never plan to, and outwardly it looks like I can't fight at all but those who know me know better than to think that. I can be really mean if you mess with me XD
Like you, Silver, I have some Italian blood in me and also a bit thick, but don't let that bring you down! =D
You should actually be proud, refusing to eat and getting thin is no way to go! You're not fat at all, in fact my bone structure should be the same as your's (I just may be taller due to age differences) and I don't think I'm fat at all. We're both the perfect size and don't let anyone tell you otherwise, it's good to stay healthy but there has to be a balance :3
The reason why we may be thicker than other girl's is because of the Italian blood in us and the girls you usually see in school are way too thin :/ A wind comes along and they'll drift away XD
Also, I have been single all my life as well, you still have a lot of time ahead of you so there's no need to settle on a guy. I haven't because to me they're all too immature and only want one thing. Not that I'm saying don't date at all, but don't rush, you know? :3
Like Abby does, if I have a problem with someone I'm not really afraid to let them know, though I do it in a different way xD
I can talk like I'm trying to be nice but how I do it and say it completely confuses the person because they have no idea if they should take it offensively or as a compliment lolz. I have no care of what other's think of me, the only thing I'm self conscious about is how I dress but mostly because unlike most girls my age that where bikini's or with their bellies showing, mini skirts, etc, I wear long sleeves and jeans (short sleeves if the weather is warm though I can practically wear a jacket in summer and not notice lol) mostly because I just don't like those styles and I rather not have a guy looking my way and drooling all over the place <.<
I also wear cute hat styles that matches my outfit and love wearing them haha. But as I said, I don't care what others think of me, I wear what I feel comfortable with and do whatever I want, if someone has a problem with it they can turn away.
Oops, I made that way longer than I intended to, lol))
