I am so sorry I know how it is when something dear to you passes away. I had a goldfish who was around for 5 years, and was badly beaten and torn up by other gold fish in his tank. Sad for him I took him into a seperate tank into my bedroom, and hand fed the little guy everyday. Once he healed up a little I found a perfect name for the little guy. Due to the other fish ripping off his fin I named him Nemo. The little guy got better, and we decided to put him with the gold fish again finding the one who beat him up, and got rid of him by giving it to the neighbors. When we put Nemo in there he was happy, and swam around a lot finally losing the fat he gained from me babying him too much. Then one day my grandmother got new gold fish, and put them with our current ones. It was fine for two days then one day I found the new fish picking on all the others, but really hurting my little Nemo. Unable to save him in time poor little Nemo passed away no matter what I did for him to urse him back to health. I cared for that poor little thing, and cried for a very long time.