The Ribbons Of Time ~ Semi-realistic wolf RP ~ STILL ACCEPTING!

[AbbyJoyce]

(Aww, I love it:) I can't wait to see your amazing art!! Majorly excited:3 Ima wait for the others after this)

Vanth perked her ears and her eyes widened before she gave a disturbed side glance to the fae beside her. `Wolves like us, meaning me and him, don't have our dark sides for no reason. We are..you could say cursed, with the thoughts and wants to kill, to see blood spilled. Once we cause one drop of blood to fall, we are practically unstoppable. When one of us wolves, fights off the other side for so long, dreams start forming. They are caused by the darker side trying to surface in their sleep, which is when they are weakest. It is smarter, and more complicated then you think. You just have to remind the wolf that they aren't that side, they are what is in their hearts and nothing more.` she said side stepping away from the fae towards Lorcan. She looked at the two males as Xander struggled and Lorcan cooed, and she let a soft smile cross her maw. It was a beautiful sight, Lorcan seemed to let his soft side surface and it seemed to show a true connection between the two males as though they were brothers, and it melted Vanth's heart. Vanth nuzzled nudged Xander's cheek with her nose and whispered `Xander, this is your body, not it's don't let it take it` she said. She raised her head and looked down at the scene. Seeing Xander having trouble fighting it off, made her feel weak. Though the sudden urge to let her eyes dim red and to cause blood to spill rose quite high, she stayed calm and began cooing more `We are a family, and a family sticks together, we have your back Xander, don't be afraid fight it with all your power.`

[LunaSpirit]

(Oh goodie!  I cant wait! And OMG Cross is Daiki's twin O.o (Only SilverDawn will know what I'm on about) :3 And Cross please watch that you don't post similar to others. I know you didn't mean to but just watch what you put : ) )
 
Xander's white and grey muscular body tossed and thrashed on the floor of the den, still continually calling out in fear.  

She wont stop running...she looks afraid but determined...
The human is.... scared of me?...
But I'm not snarling or showing aggression?... I'm fearful and frozen...
Shes does not fear me! She fears him!...
The blond lady raises her dagger...
...
And....
 
At the soft sound of Locran's calming voice, Xander woke but still continued screaming. His eyes remained closed but his ears were open to the outside world, he still was unsure if he was dreaming or wake. Vanth's whispers was the next to meet his ears, her tone gentle but urgent. He couldn't hear her properly, her voice drowned out by the sickening sound of endless laughter.
 
Toyed with, tormented, unstable.
 
Xander's coal black eyes flashed open to the site of his pack mates surrounding him, alive and well. The white and grey male quickly attempted to get to his paw's but was in such a state of panic he simply fell back to the ground again. Pitiful... Then a sudden over powering feeling rolled in his stomach, a feeling that Xander dreaded most. He glanced at Vanth with a pleading look and then to Locran with a fearful expression. "Get...back..." The alpha ordered finally finding his feet and recoiling until his back met the wall. He quickly glanced around at his pack mates, watching them watch him with worried eyes. His own met Karma's...Oh how he hated her seeing him like this...
 
The laughter continued and Xander was trying to do his best the force the blood thirsty feeling out of him but was so weak from watching his closest die before him...He was sure it wouldn't belong until he it simply over powered him.
 

[AbbyJoyce]

Vanth let her ears fall as her and Xander's finally open eyes met. Her eyes were filled with sorrow and she frowned. She turned quickly to face the others `Can everyone please leave....` She sighed. She looked around at everyone hoping her eyes would tell the story of why they needed to leave. Her eyes were filled with sorrow,fear, worry, and pleading. She didn't want him seen like this, she knew how it felt to be seen weak by the ones you care for the most. She looked back at the cowered Xander, His eyes filled with fear, and yet deep inside of them the tint of red lingered. She turned her head sharply `Leave, quickly. Please` she said. If Xander turned, seeing him over taken by the blood lust would only strengthen her desire, if he attacked her she would surely turn. Her eyes locked with Lorcan's. Yet, she quickly looked away with fear that he would see the fear she had. `Please leave,` She would try to calm Xander, but if it didn't work there would surely be a fight. Not between Vanth and Xander, but between Vanth and Xander.

(Does that last sentence make sense?? Like not the real Xander and Vanth?)

[LunaSpirit]

(Yup :3 Like tha out of control Vanth and Xander)

[AbbyJoyce]

(Yess:3 Lol, I shall wait for the others)

[LunaSpirit]

(I'm sorry but I just have to be vain. How damn awesomely unsettling was that dream of his! I mean, it made me feel insane just writing it. Sometimes my mind scares me O.O)

[AbbyJoyce]

(It really was!! I had a dream about it last night like I was in the dream but I saw it form like the sky and I was killing everyone in my school with a knife 0.o I woke up and was like "..Luna" It was very creepy! I loved it you are so creative:3)

[silverdawn]

(I can't post at the moment but I was thinking the same thing Luna but I didn't mention it. Thanks for the encouragement)

[okami129]

Cross took two paw steps towards Xander with a worried face but backed un one paw step as Vanth spoke. She drooped her hear and walked out the cave depressed.

[RavenShai]

((Lateness! Sorry, couldn't get on the computer till now~
Also, about the dream, I thought it was pretty epic in a crazy way 0.o))


Helpless... Useless...

These observations and feelings were the worse injuries to Karma. She'd rather be beaten, covered in scars, anything else then know that there was nothing she could possibly do to help another. For now she could only watch as Lorcan and Vanth tried waking Xander from his horrid dream. Guilt seared through her like she swallowed a lump of burning coal, the last words she had spoken to Xander the night before echoing in her mind. She had said them out of anger, and even from the time she woke up she had still felt angry but she didn't mean for something like this to happen to the white and grey male.

Cross's rather closement and looks to the male sent a quick flicker of anger through Karma, though she knew that wasn't fair. The female only wanted to help. Swallowing words, she focused instead on Lorcan's and Vanth's efforts, they clearly knew what they were doing so she stood back, grateful that at least something could be done. At long last the male had woken, but his mind was still in a state of shock. For a quick moment their eyes locked, regret and shame reflected in her own eyes at Xander's own fear-filled ones. Had this been her fault..?

Vanth's words broke through her thoughts. Already she felt Dusk begin leading her out of the cave, obviously not wanting her there. But she was resisting, Xander was in pain and Vanth had the same condition. If this didn't cease, who knew what could happen? Rage and panic began clutching at her heart, so much so that she didn't realize her voice was singing until she was halfway through:

"Open your eyes and see the truth
Of a thousand lies, the wonderful proof.
Clear your mind of the dreadful echoes, the opinions of the judges.
You are in control of who you are, hold your head up high and fling away their grudges.

Sun and moon, life moves on.
None stop to care who's here and gone.
Neither do they stop their work to criticize and scorn the living,
For life is so much more, often forgiving.

State of mind, heart and soul,
All are yours alone to control.
Be who you most desire,
And see it through like a raging fire."

The words echoed through the cave and blood rose to her head, but the anger and panic she felt earlier began to subside. The song was something she held close to her heart for as long as she could remember, often enough she had leering eyes glare at her and it was something she sang quietly to herself whenever she became too angry or even saddened, even until this day. Just after the incident between her and Xander she sang it in her mind to lull her to sleep, the commotion in the cave must have made her self-consciously sing it aloud.

The words were spoken in softness, as if a harsh tone could break their fragile meaning. A hint of a mystifying tone, but filled with a deep passion, like the very words came from the heart. The blood that rose to her head now was not from anger but from embarrassment and shame, something terrible was going on and so she sang? It was also so unlike the female to sing, and she continued heading toward the entrance of the cave at a rather quicker pace with her visage down, purposely avoiding any of the others looks. But then she realized something else, a tiny flicker of hope that maybe the song would calm both Xander and Vanth, to chase away the nightmares as it so often did for her. Perhaps that was the real reason she sang, not for her sake but for their own, especially the white gray male....



((Sorry for the cheesy poem/song xD))