Derek had got up and packed for himself and Xander. "You ready?" He asked.
Xander nodded and pulled himself off the bed.
About an hour later, they were about to reach Xander's house. Derek looked over at Xander "You okay?"
"Not really" He stated as he stared out the window.
Derek looked back at the road "You know, if you want me to i can lock you up for the full moon?"
Xander sighed "Well, you know how much i would love for you to lock me up" He said sarcastically "But, I'm not very sure how much my mother would like that" he stated.
Derek nodded and gripped the steering wheel tighter "Then why don't you just deal with it."
"Derek, I'm going to kill people" Xander stated while looking at his hands "I can't deal with that" He stated.
"Xander! How do you know, tell me that. Your talking about how your going to kill people, you don't know that." Derek said as his voice raised slightly.
Xander's gaze turned out the window.
"I hate what she's done to you" Derek said while glancing over at Xander.
"This is not Sarah's fault" Xander mumbled.
"Oh, really you think? She's the one that gave you that bite and made you all depressed."
Xander glared at him "It's a lot worse than depression."
Derek rolled his eyes "Your making this seem like such a bad thing."
"Because it is Derek, Its a freaking curse that was passed on to me. I always feel like my head going to explode and can you even imagine the pain and hatred that courses through my veins as i shift. Its overwhelming, every time I shift i feel like ripping someones head off. The thought of being able to rip somebody apart piece by piece is.....terrible. I always feel like killing myself because i don't want to hurt anyone, but as soon as that full moon comes up that feeling drifts away. I'm nothing but a killer, one seeking for blood.......one that can live from a bullet to the stomach or loss of blood, a cold blooded killer."
Derek thought for a second as he sighed "We can train you."
Xander sighed "Well, that's good for the next full moon but what about tonight?" He asked.
(So I'm guessing its early morning now, maybe 3:00 AM)