I bid ye' a welcome back to the FeralHeart community, Ms. Lucid. I blame ye' not on deemin' yerself not what ye'd hope in yer past experiences. I too sometimes feel that way but it comes to show how much one changes over time- whether that be for better or for worse.
Ye're also a fan of the morbid, I take it? Now I'm rather interested as I too am a fan of horror. Quite enthrallin' to the heart.
Coincidences aside, I'm pleased to see a user decidin' to return no matter how long that may be. I look forward to seein' ye' around, Ms. If ye' have any questions, know ye're free to send either I a PM or ye' can also contact the Help boards 'n ask yer fellow Ferals. The decision is up to ye' when/if certain occurrences arise.