I know this is probably not something I should talk about on here. But I have to let it out considering how much pain I've suffered through. I have to leave Feral Heart because of somebody that has hurt me, very badly. To the point where I can't be on the game anymore without remembering what he did. He's done treacherous things to me which has made my experience on FH a nightmare. I've never, ever had a good experience on FH since we met. This person used me, I thought he was a friend-- No, more than a friend. He was so close to me but then suddenly, yesterday and the day before.... He lets me have it. All because something months ago that he couldn't get over. He said I was the problem - ME the most sweetest person who cared the most about him and he just drops me, lets me go just like that. Not even giving me a chance. Just throws me in the trash. I've never wanted to do anything bad to him, never ever wanted to! And now... As selfish as he is, blames everyone else for the problems he starts. I've tried to change his attitude, his perspective of people and he just got worse. He got so blunt. He got so careless and didn't give a crap about me. He didn't even care that I'm doing this now. He left me and he doesn't care about me. He doesn't care that I'm in such emotional agony and feel as if I wish I want to drop dead. He doesn't care. All he cares about is himself and says I'm the problem when he started everything. I pleaded to him multiple times, and he always gives me blunt, careless talk. Like he's a zombie. He used to be my world, he used to be who I looked forward to when I went onto that game and now.... he just...... He just..... i can't do this. i have to quit FH. His memories will forever break me down if I don't. Just seeing him will make me break down and cry. Even typing about him makes me want to cry! It brings tears to my eyes that I have to do this just to avoid him! I don't understand why he won't accept me! I wish he would! I wish he would! ....i just... wish... he'd.... see... the pain I'm enduring of seeing him leave me.....
Well.... farewell Feral Heart.
It was a nice game and all.
But this one person has just.... He just.... Shattered me.
Sweared at me, called me horrible names and so on. It just.... It hurts so bad.
I'm sorry for having to say this to the whole community of Feral Heart.... but I felt the need to have it done.
Goodbye now.
This will be my last post before I delete my account. I can't take the pain anymore.