Even though I don't know its sad to go, especially with this issue. I mean, I would miss you and hopefully you would return to community or the game one day. Maybe, if you want, we go the game some time and just chill and relax. I don't have much friends with but still; I'm not complaining. Maybe trying coming on the community more I'm sure find some friends than 5.
Hopefully these suggestions works. But then again whatever problems you have on the game on in life, just to let to know...your not stupid. You seem a kind user to hang out. Anyway, sorry to hear this and hope you return one day.
Good bye for now. ; 3