*Real Life Rant*
How I hate being shy. I can't even admit my feelings to my crush. -to experiment on what it's like to share a life with another (don't take it the wrong way, and yeah, no one was forcing me into it...I'm only curious.). Last semester was the time we spent most together, alone in the gym (Not perverted, gawd. Only talking about simple and small things, like what college we're going to and such), guess I made a mistake saying, "I'm not going on Prom." Because right after I said that, he asked why. I was too much concerned about financial issues over my happiness. Why do I care for others more than myself? Anywho, now I'm considering going with him or making sure if he's going alone or just go to be going.
-This stuff was waaaay less complicated back in grammar school, when I didn't know about this stuff. I hate complicated things that I don't completely understand. I can understand anything but relationships. Are they pitiful or not? Is it worth it? Ugh, my head hurts.
*Other Rant*
I HATE GETTING COLDS! -and being at school doesn't help it, it actually makes it worse. -some students come IN sick. Doesn't help me get any better. =3=