Oh god not again.

[Azurain]

Yeah yeah I know. It's only been a month. This is probably the....-counts on fingers- 500th time I've done this. Y'all are probably rolling your eyes, sighing, and/or cringing but yup. I'm popping back in. For the past month I've been secretly snooping around (moooostly cause I had joined a wolfpack and couldn't leave them. Sounds like an excuse but it's not, I promise.) and then the other day, if you forum users noticed, I've been getting really salty and snapping out some rather...unwise responses on a couple of threads, probably further ruining what little good rep I have left in the FH community. So I tried totally blocking the website, uninstalling the game, and guess what. Failed miserably. Whoops. Because once again, I had the chance to cool off and actually think about what I had been doing (Y'know it would be amazing if I would think BEFORE I hecking act) and noticed that honestly it really isn't bad here. That doesn't mean that here in a few weeks I'll get bitter again and take off. But if that happens, I'll actually just try taking a cool off period instead of becoming bitter and nasty and doing stuff like this.

I know this is sounding cliche at this point, but I love this game. I have bad memories that still haunt me and I hurt. But I have good ones too. It's just like I said in my thread "What makes this game so irresistible?" when I said I had met someone I have come to love and friends I have to this day still. That's...what makes it so irresistible to me, despite what many probably think I'm actually here for (and we all know what that is, I won't even need to say it.)

And once again, I want to apologize to everyone I've treated badly over the years. Everyone. I don't know how much my apologies mean to anyone anymore since I've done it so many times now, but I'm once again sincerely sorry for everything. I let things get to my head and in my quest to achieve one thing, I've become mean and bitter. I've pushed friends away. I've let the game down more than I ever thought possible. And I want to change that. I really honestly want to change. I want to just be a member of the community where I'm happy and loved, and I'll get there again. IT may take a bit and I may have drawbacks, but I'll get there eventually. 

[Kahbloom]

You're a very kind person & I've always enjoyed talking to you whenever we happen to stumble into a little conversation, haha. (It's Raspbearies, btw!)

It's okay to have these sort of experiences! Not everything is always 100% happy & positive & I think it's important to recognize that! The majority of us are young people & we can all get a little sassy & full of angst sometimes, haha. I care quite a lot about you & I hope that you're feeling alright now! <3 If ya ever need someone to talk to, please always remember that I'm here!

Welcome back!!!

[Kerriki]

Welcome back<3

[Lucius]

I don't think I could have said it better than Kowri did. Feeling this way isn't a crime, and as long as you try to learn and grow from these occurrences, then you're alright in my book.

I've always thought that you bring up interesting talking points in your threads and replies, so it's good to have you back on the forums. Just remember to take a break if you're feeling unwell mentally or physically; your health is very important and should come before all else.

Welcome back.

[Azurain]

You're a very kind person & I've always enjoyed talking to you whenever we happen to stumble into a little conversation, haha. (It's Raspbearies, btw!)

It's okay to have these sort of experiences! Not everything is always 100% happy & positive & I think it's important to recognize that! The majority of us are young people & we can all get a little sassy & full of angst sometimes, haha. I care quite a lot about you & I hope that you're feeling alright now! <3 If ya ever need someone to talk to, please always remember that I'm here!

Welcome back!!!

AHHHHHH OMG I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU IN SO LOOOOONG!!! -tacklehugs- How have you been omg??? And yeah it seems I'm always full of angst and sass so it gets interesting. And I'll try to remember now that I know you are still around!

Welcome back<3

Thanks Kiwi. <3 Glad you were one of the ones who stuck with me through all this...yet again. I really appreciate you. ^^

I don't think I could have said it better than Kowri did. Feeling this way isn't a crime, and as long as you try to learn and grow from these occurrences, then you're alright in my book.

I've always thought that you bring up interesting talking points in your threads and replies, so it's good to have you back on the forums. Just remember to take a break if you're feeling unwell mentally or physically; your health is very important and should come before all else.

Welcome back.

I do indeed try growing from it. And maybe I have in some aspects. Still have a lot to learn though. But thanks, I really do care about the well being of this game (even if it doesn't seem like it) and always just trying to suggest things that may help in the long run. And yes, I do need to think of myself as well, because honestly I don't do that enough and just end up hurting myself in the long run. I'm starting therapy at the end of this month so it should be getting even better. Thank you for also talking with me and helping me through one of my rough patches. <3

[Melon]

Welcome back, you crazy fire lady™.

[Azurain]

Welcome back, you crazy fire lady™.

Yup, I'm back to set things on fire. c:< But thank you!

[Insoholic]

Welcome back to the community, Vallow! I look forward to seeing you around. <3

[Oslo]

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[Ellen11v]

Uh.. I'm sure I know you from something Because you actually seem like a floof who's been very loyal to the community. A familiar person... But I can't tell, have you changed your name? What were your previous names (or am I mistaken >_<)
I don't have time to do research, my apologies ;_;

But no matter what, welcome back to the community. <3