What was your saddest FH experience?

[Dngerboom]

It wasn't sad but more so disheartening. On my old account, I had a Cougar character by the name of Mordecai by which I joined a group that was diverse of different big cats. I met one person that surprisingly lived in the same state as I did. It's been awhile since then but I remember she roleplayed as a cheetah, believe it went by Akayla or something that stared with Ak in some extent.

We had such amazing stands of role play responses and even sharing some odd encounters with other rpers. But unfortunately, at a time I grew unmotivated to be here and left for quite sometime. Never did I think about sending my skype or even a email to keep in touch. I've been searching for her for a good year *Which I doubt she's still here. But I'm hopeful like that*

Even when we would just simply chat, I remember she was someone who lacked self confidence. And even remember she would ponder about thoughts of suicide. Which being the prideful 'never give in' attitude will always comfort her when she felt defeated. She reminded me so much of myself when I was her age, one of the main reasons I stayed around.

[Vespian]

The saddest experience Vespian has endured was when someone I thought was my friend only ended up turnin' 'round 'n stabbin' I in the back. Granted, incidents of the latter has happened to I more than just a few times but one in particular was far more major than the others. Not only did they pretend to be one I was completely open to and addressed as a part of my own virtual family huddle (bein' someone I knew for roughly 1-2 years), but once I realized their true colors, they became hell bent on shamin' my name and makin' said virtual family despise my guts as well. Rangin' from death threats to spreadin' rumors of how I am the boogeyman itself to strangers who haven't even met nor got to know who I am, it was a bumpy and stressful ride dealin' with they and yes, I have lost ties with others and more who I could have gotten well along with. Although Lady Luck was on my side and currently, they no longer linger 'round here yet no doubt they still cling tightly onto that hatred. It's not just they, either.

Basically, in a nutshell, the saddest experience(s) Vespian has endured would be when friends that I've known for quite a while say they're Vespian's friends, but then they look elsewhere not even realizin' how heavy that word really is in my mind nor what it means as they speak vile behind the back. I bein' one who'd shed a tear if I were to even get into an argument with those who I consider a friend, but as I read this thread, many have weathered worse 'n ye have my condolences and supportin' hugs.

[Morqque]

I've never really had an sad experiences on FeralHeart.
Though, I felt pretty devastated when I joined a certain RP and they just ignored my every
question and didn't bother with my RP paragraphs - which even worse I was depressed during
the time already and this is similar to some events that had happen in my life.

[Echoing harmony]

Aye, I knew this person who was rude to me for just roleplaying to the point when ever I am on her packs territory she'll kick me off saying 'you are not allowed here' even when I'm not rping.

[Wolflover224]

-gives his hugs for everyone- I fell you all.. ;~;

1. One of my friends left FH and never came back, and I heard someone say she killed herself
2. I got made fun of because of what I studied (zoology, biology, dragonology, etc.)
3. I got kicked out of a group I worked so hard to get into (I was too inactive because of school and stuff)

[DancingWithDeath]

Another sad experience was I was playing on FH when I found out my uncle's dog was euthanized :'{

[Kastilla]

phone.

[Kastilla]

i don't like to mention it, it was a terrible time for me in the first place. but, i left for the final time in the beginning of '13 and haven't looked back. however, i did try to find them again but i got irritated.
eh you got to put your behind in your past!

[alanawolf]

Mine would have to be a REALLY close friend that I met at the begnning of when I joined Feralheart.
This friend of mine was so close to me, and we talked to each other almost everday.
I began to have feelings for them(Yes it was a guy), turned out he felt the same.
After awhile, I became inactive, finding a different game. When I finally came back, he has never been on sense ;-;. Although, I have met a few closer friends during this time, I still hope that maybe he will come back someday. Right now, i'm thinking he left.

I feel like I sound childish when I say I cried about, but we were so close ;w;

[GamerChic]

I'd have to say, most of you have had so much worse FH experiences than I, so first I must say I am very sorry for all of those who lost a friend..

As for me, I did lose a friend.. He just up and quit. Didn't even say anything. He was kind of the one reason why I hadn't totally just-- ended it all...? I would've given up on myself if it weren't for him. I remember him telling me about one of his suicide attempts.... I sometimes find myself thinking, "What if he did it again...?".  Such a happy seeming guy- gone in a heartbeat.

I can recall him being upset a week or so before he quit because one of his friends was really mad at him for doing what he has done to me.. Huh.. 'Tis a shame...
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Sorry for like-- opening up my whole feelings here, by the way.. x'D