Thank you two for your advice. One of my friends, who is always hugging me and kissing me, but just wanted to be friends, has asked me to the movies again, I am hoping this is a sign that he has changed his mind. And most of my friend's relationships didn't last very long. My thing is that I am the LAST one, like I don't care if it would only be for a little bit, I just want someone to cuddle with and to want me, ya know? The whole sex thing isn't that appealing to me, I'll do that when I'm ready. I just want someone I can call more than a friend. I'm entering in 11th grade next year as a 17 year old, and I did feel strange when I had never had someone. I usually am able to distract myself with all sorts of things, it's when I see my friend with their partner or before I am about to sleep is when it bothers me. But, once again, thank you for the advice <3