You know, I don't really know that actually feels. xD I have never roleplayed in Feralheart (which is a disappointment to myself) but I'm guessing you feel nervous and have different thoughts racing in your head. It's not a good thing to really worry about what people will think of you when you roleplay, you'll lose your self esteem and have no confidence. It's always a good thing to stay confident about what is going to come and what you'll do because if they know you do that, they'll like you. It doesn't matter if you're not that skilled in roleplaying, it matters that you follow the rules of it, respect them and show that you care. Although that is said, I still do have times where I get a little anxious but when I get used to the environment and people, I have a fun and pleasant time with them rather think about the dark side. :3 But, I get what you mean.